I’ve Realized:
- I’ve realized:
it’s hard to believe you.
I’m too good for a lot of things i put up with.
i please myself last.
i don’t want to blame you.
but it is your fault.
i miss the ones who were there from the beginning.
I’m irrational.
but with reason.
i over think the little things.
and i miss the big picture.
i had a blast doing the things i shouldn’t have.
and i love to do what I’m not allowed to.
and I’m going to keep doing just that.
i don’t know what i want.
but i know what i don’t need.
it’s hard to say no.
I’d rather be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.
I’m tired of being disappointed.
I’m never mean to get what i want.
and if i want something, i will get it.
i do care what you think, but i don’t necessarily value your opinion.
i want to paint again.
there are only one or two people who know my true secrets.
and i can keep yours.
I’m trustworthy.
but I’ll let you know what you absolutely need to know, and only that.
i do what makes me happy.
despite the consequences.
I’m human.
I’m me.